Once upon a time..................

♦ Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Clear mind..

Alright! I'm back to my old "every-3-mins-hungry" girl... haha ^^

Appetite's back again! ^^

Haven't been eating well for 5 days straight which is ever since the Barbecue at Dino's. This brings me to another matter. My mind wasn't in the right state for the same amount of time. Hoho... So stomach and mind are one.......... hmmmmmm.......

Anyway, Hooray! My mind is cleared! ^^

Now is to clear out some stuff here. It's going to be a incredibly long post... ^^

Start from the earliest.

13 November...
Went to send Shawn Goh off at Changi Airport T3 with some people early in the morning. Then went to Jia Pei's house to have some rest. Also wait for the rest of the girls, Karen, Rebecca and Steffi to come.

They reached later than planned due to Bao mama over sleeping... Lol... Anyway, that day's aim was to plan Isabelle's birthday! ^^
Went shopping for the food and presents at Parkway Parade. Jia Pei's Sister came along too... Haha I like her... ^^ Errrmmm... not that kind... Is more of, hmmm let me see.... She gives off an era that somehow similar with my sister. ^^
Okay.... so went there and had many burns in all our wallets! O_o... Especially JP's.
After shopping which was about.. hmmm 4.30pm, went back to JP's and all of us do different stuff to finish whatever for Bellebelle... Most of them food. Then did her "The 8s" gift and stuff. Steffi went home earlier, around 7pm. The rest of us went home at 9pm.

Excited and looking forward to the next day! =D

14 & 15 November...
Was Belle belle's Birthday! Hooray! 17 already! ^^
Celebrated her Birthday the day before at Dino's.
Had a Barbecue and was kind of terrible man. Ended up doing most of the cooking and starting up the fire.

Arrr okay okay.... I wanted to do the cooking... Heehee... For starting up the fire, I wanted to show JP that, WE DO NOT NEED GUY'S HELP! arrrr!!!
Haha =P... And Yeshhhhaaaa!!! We didn't asked from the guys... Okay Only Simon..... Just a small little tiny-winy help. XD

Was kinda angry with some of my girl friends. That was just a while... I'm okay and even feeling better after what JP told me during Sentosa... =D Heehee... XP

Skip some details and so, went to park, had fun. Was high, Emo and then also annoyed.
One by one left...... Left Belle, Jp, Charlene, Simon and Shawn.. Plus me of course.

Went back to get our stuff around 11.45pm. Rest a while then home sweet home...
The matter that some was emo about, is officially over! ^^ Hooray!
Good for both of them but, I felt really terrible. That was before clearing out with them at sentosa. =P

Terrible because I feel that I was not in the picture after all. Even though they treat each other as better friend than they treat me, I always thought that I was in it. That day after she called her when we were about to go home, changed all....

15 November...
Nothing much... Need to pack room... However, went out with my sister instead.. Lol...
Here's a really embarrassing part. Went to BHG... did some shopping and when we went to pay our stuff, Someone was staring at me. A girl. I didn't really looked up to see who was it and just look at the umbrellas. Partly also because I was deep in my thoughts.
Just then someone called out my name. "Wendy!"
Had a shocked and what shocked me even more was that the girl who was staring at me was......... Isabelle! Lol.... Oh man... O_o...

I stared hard at her before i realised that it was her. I even asked, "... Are you really Isabelle?! "

Oh man.... lol...
Now that was........... -_-
Her mom wanted to buy some stuff before they make their way to her godma's house.
Anyway, my sister and I did a bit more shopping then home sweet home. Did practically nothing. Staring into space until Grandma rushed us Kids to bathe.

Need to go funeral. Liao gu passed away... Liao gu, my grandmother older sister's husband.
He died while i was having fun at the park.

I went there feeling miserable and half dead mind. Well, before going, i was using the computer, checking out blogs and stuff... Then saw a post that pulled my mood down to rock bottom. Felt empty, confused and alone. Tried asking help indirectly but I couldn't tell what was really wrong to Bao mama. All i know was I'm really annoyed and alone. Furthermore, I felt useless due to Kor kor and Jie Jie criticizing my younger sister and I.
Worst night ever man.... Feel like killing myself........................ O_O..............

16 November...
Still feeling miserable..... Didn't feel like answering any sms. Had myself working my ass off by packing my room with my younger sister. Oh my goodness.......... Didn't know that I had soooooo much stuff! Whether school stuff or personal stuff... -_-''' Tiring man...

Finally, answered some calls.

Then until 7.30pm, I rushed down to Simon didi's house. Had a sleepover there with Belle, JP and Shawn didi...
Was indeed touched that they noticed that I'm upset with something... ^^ Even so, somehow i wasn't able to tell them what's wrong........
Anyway, Oh man... They played MAJONG! Lol... I suck at that man.. played once and never wanting to play anymore... -_- Bad experience.... Lol...
Used a bit of Simon didi's laptop then off to star staring... Ahhh... Was really peaceful and beautiful... Lol... Simon couldn't find me... Haha...
Slept at Simon's table for an Hour after that...
At 1.45am, Finally, they stopped playing... Haha... Off to bed everyone! Hoho...
Okay... In the end, I got scared by Belle... Both JP and Isabelle couldn't sleep... I was almost asleep...
We then took so CraZy pictures! Haha... go JP's Blog to see ba... ^^
Somehow... Got a bit annoyed and ran off to Simon's room where the guys are in after awhile.
Ahh very cold sia... But still able to sleep. It was until 4am, all three of us woke up... Correction.... I woke up... Both Shawn and Simon wasn't really sleeping... It was too cold...
Off the air-con and went back to sleep... An hour later, Both Shawn and Simon went down to watch TV... I got up to the other room... Man... both girls wasn't able to sleep too... They were talking... I went to the toilet and then joined the guys for awhile... By the time the girls came down, i went up to sleep by myself...

17 November...
At 7am... I woke up... Couldn't sleep anymore so went to check on the girls... JP still wasn't able to sleeping... Mymy... Shawn too... Belle was kind of sleeping soundly... ^^
JP tried to sleep while Shawn and I played, talked and read till 9am... Haha went to Pull their blanket! Haahaha to wake them up! ^^
Skip............ Got ready and meet some people at Tanah Merah to go SENTOSA! ^^

Had a great time... Not forgetting, I talked it out with JP and Belle (not really fully though) ... Glad i did and not go according to what I had planned... ^^
Thanks to Charlene for talking me out haha... ^^

Took some Pictures! Hoorray!!! Go JP blog for it... ^^

Hmmm.... Thats about it... One more thing..... I really really love them all... Especially the two of them.. ^^
Gonna DIE, KILL myself if they ever kick me out... O_O

Okay... This explained everything...
In the end, I still enjoyed myself in every single thing this week though at some point i felt terrible... ^^

[ WUYA Signing off @ 11:02 PM ]