I was excited..I was the positive one...
I was encouraging people...
I was comforting others , cheering them up.....
That was before...
I was still very excited...
I felt relieved.
I felt that everyone did good...
I felt a bit demoralizes...
I felt even more upset...
I felt scared...
Finally, I was teary.....
This was the progress of my feelings while Mr Ari was talking and telling us about the Percentage, Improved or not....
I was teary...
I was shaking....
I was looking stony
I went blank.
I didn't dare to open it...
I started crying....
"Open my present and you will feel better... Trust me... :)" Amelia wo niu said...
She got syiqin and I something...heeheee.... ^^
Juniors went running towards me... Excited, happy and then shocked... Shocked by the tears falling from my eyes...
They comforted. They tried asking whats the problem...
I said"........ I haven't open... " and then laughed... haha...
*shaking...*
*flip open my result...*
Started bursting tears again...
They thought i cried due to my L1 R4....
But nope...
I said........ "I got............... C6 for ART?! "
haha... yup I was traumatized by my art result.
"What a disgrace to the Cheng Family... " I thought....
" I have disapoint Mrs Jonoh, my brother and Sister... "
" Why Why Why??!!! "
"Whats wrong?!!!"
"What went wrong??!!"
That was all i thought of...
Surprisingly..........................
I asked BaoMa, Karen, to follow me to Mrs Jonoh. Jonoh saw me and she gave me a hug straight away... She knew what i was feeling and what i was about to say. " Its alright....Its alright..." Like a mother embracing and comforting her child. ......... So warm... :')
That is why, she is my favorite teacher in the whole wide world... ^^
She talked me out... And I felt better....
I then went back and sat down... Three.... four..... Counting My L1R4 properly....
It was fairly okay considering the fact that i did not put much effort...
Went to daddy's stall...
Thought they didn't care....
They actually care... Of course...
They didn't blame me... Instead, asked me to change...
"Poly is not like Secondary where we can help you.... We can do nothing but look at you... Understand what we are saying shi hui?? " Mommy daddy said in the most serious tone ever...
No one blamed me... But encourage me to do better...
No one care... That was what i thought...
No one don't care... Which always was....
I will remember this forever!!
And Thank you Amelia!!! Its really lovely! I love it lots! :D Thanks a millon!!! :D
Labels: About Myself, Family, Feelings, School
