This has been happening continuously for the past 2 months. I am really really tired.........
So darn many things happening to me....... To make things worst its nothing physical. Its more of emotionally hurting....
All of it were not from my enemies or friends, but it is from those who are around and the closest to me. They are all so close to me! Practically always beside me. Really close yet I could not see them doing or planning such stuff to cover themselves and push me down a sea of trouble and leave me to die!
One has got me really upset by her words and the option she choose. I could not do anything but to ignore it. However, it hurts really badly. I do not think things will be back to what it used to be.
Another one is a more recent thing and she has HEADSHOT me! So disheartening yet I can only blame myself for being so naive and always looking after each and everyone except myself.
And so I got nailed by her, the irresponsible bloodly idiotic childish 26year old MIC girl. I tired my best to help and wanted to protect her even when she scolded me, yet she turned around and bite me real hard! Work cannot be done and then pushed all the blame on me! ME and ONLY me! >.<
I had learned my lesson and deep inside, I am suffering emotionally. Haven't been sleeping well for the past TWO months! According to my sister and parents, I am waking up at 3am everyday which I am not even aware of(sleep talking, shouting and walking... -_-) !
I am really really TIRED! Why are there these people in this world?! Why are they making other people suffer because of their own mistake? Do they even have conscience ?!
Arrrrrrrr!
Adult world huh...................
Is this going to end soon? >.<
