Once upon a time..................

♦ Saturday, January 2, 2010
Amazing......

I think this is the very first time having a post touching on a pretty sensitive topic. Sooo please have an open-mind about what I am going to share... =)

Time now 1.30am.. But... I'm putting this post as 2nd January, 11.58pm to keep track of the post.. Heeheehehehehee...

Anyway, had meet up with Cindy at Raffle's Place and went down to Pioneer station and to City Harvest Church. I went for City Harvest Church(CHC)'s first weekend service of 2010 in the afternoon. It was my first time stepping into Jurong West and Jurong West CHC. The place was beautiful like what Jing mama had said. ^^

I have understand and learnt a lot of things today. Such an amazing day for me I would say. Something happened or rather, an unexplainable thing happened to me.
Like all the other service I went, we had Worshiping, Pastor sharing the word of God and also praise.
Okay and soo, I wanted to learn more about Christianity and understand better through this service today and I've got it. I truly learnt a lot about Christianity. I had also went there with the mind set that this will just be another service same with all those that i went before. For this, I was wrong.

I felt extremely happy and excited from the moment the service start. Worship was really nice like always. The songs, the choir, the musician, the people and all... Everyone singing happily and all... As for me, like always, I never sing but clapped along with the people and the music.
As the worshiping proceed , I wanted to cry! I had a really strong warm and fuzzy feeling all of a sudden! I think.... Well, until now i cannot really explain how i felt at that time. I had never experience this feeling before in all the other services that i went to. I just feel like crying and I know its not the song that made me this way..... I mean, If it is, why didn't i felt this before in other services?!

You may say...The songs are evoking sadness that's why................ I don't think so! =S
How can it be sad? For those who went, you all should know that most of the songs are catchy and fast beat, except Amazing Grace. Even so, I am sure I was not feeling sad at that time.... Plus I was really happy and couldn't stop smiling soo..... OUT!!!!

Soo what made me felt that way?!....

The feeling was even stronger at the ending after the sharing of God's word. I kind of hold it till the service ended.

When the service ended, Esther turned and asked me straight away on how was the service... I looked at her.. speechless as there were noooo words to describe how amazed and unexpected I felt for this service. I remembered the feeling I felt throughout and could not hold anymore, sooo I just replied," I feel like crying..."

Having heard that, Esther hugged me tight and I burst into tears........
I asked Esther if this is weird... She replied that I was touched by God's Love...

Am I really?

After the service, many of us(W319) went for dinner and to Jurong point to play arcade. Had lots of fun..

Then we all went home... On the way, Cindy and I had a talk about this whole Religion thing. I've asked her and told her about the feeling i had during the service too. There were way too many things to say when on the train and the distance does not allow us to finish. So, Cindy made a decision and even though it was late at that time, around 9.45pm, she went to Tampines with me. We went to Tampines Mall's McDonald's and continue our chat.

I must really thank her for making all the way to Tampines just to help me understand more about Christianity. =D
I have tons of questions to ask and she was patience enough to answer and share her stories with me. She really helped me understand many things that I have been trying to find out for soooo many years. She gave me answers that brought my faith up.
Thank you Cindy Da Jie!!!! =D

My faith for God was raised but... I still feel I am not ready to make my decision. I want to know more about God and more about having faith in him. =)

[ WUYA Signing off @ 11:58 PM ]