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♦ Thursday, January 7, 2010
Shattering devastating

Hmmm... I am hungry... Xiao Hei needs to eat, but the owner is sad. It is either she eats until Xiao Hei won't complain or she should just not do anything.

I was really restless today. Of course I am, I mean, who wouldn't? Having soo many events this week and not a day did I sleep earlier than 2am. I am really becoming a panda!

Today's module... Web And New Media Communication. It was quite complicated I guess. Couldn't think much due to lack of sleep and rest guess. I was really tired to the extent that I can stop halfway and stare into space when I was having lunch with Esther and Elizabeth.
There were numerous terms for today's problem. Couldn't process much.

After lesson, there was T201 Creative concept UT2. This is even worst. It has only 5 questions. However, the marks of all 5 questions were really a lot! Average of 4marks at least.
My eyelids were heavy, and I almost wanted to give up halfway throughout the test.

In the end, I didn't! I tried my best in completing the paper.

Things are starting to turn sour for me recently. I thought, Ahh this is a really good start for my new year 2010! That was AT FIRST!
Things were awesome the first few days. I had motivation, aims, goals, big plans and beliefs. I felt things were going as I want and plans to.

Now....Everything, the motivation, aims, goals, Big plans and beliefs are DROPPING!
I looked through my result of Semester 1. It was good, noo not just good, it was exceptional excellent! I see As and Bs for daily grade, nothing less! Cs and Bs for UTs but still, nothing less!
I then look at my current grade........ I am speechless... Devastating.....
I can blame no one but myself.
It is soo hard! How am I to understand and do?
I am playing too much? I don't think so... Or maybe?

I thought I gave my best?! But why am I feeling that everything i am doing or had done were not even near to my best?! I really did and wants to be my best but why does my grades, solutions and understanding of the stuff remain stagnant?!
It is not moving! I can feel it! And it feels terrible!

Even so, I guess things will turn out well in the end.... Need a little bit more time than usual to recover......

I bought it... I was really happy and excited! I show it to my sisters and mom and wants to share what I thought of the book! It was really nice! They gave nice remarks at first. Then mom starts to get sensitive.

She said I was really fast in buying it. Then she continue with the claim that I am starting to not tell her about my whereabouts. I did! I really did! Every single day, when where and what I had and going to do, I did inform her. She said that yes i did, but not for weekdays events. She even asked about where I was just now(Went to watch movie, Alvin and the Chipmunks with Shuyi. I told her already..).

Aiya.... A lot of things la! And all makes me sad... =(

[ WUYA Signing off @ 10:33 PM ]

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Republic Polytechnic, Diploma in Sonic Arts(STA).
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